Good day to you!
I suppose you are wondering why I am starting this blog. Well, I don't know. Probably to vent frustrations from work, life, love and all the typical bullshit you get from these blogs these days. Of course I will try to spruce things up with comedy bits and writing from me.
So let us begin.....
It is June 17th, 2011. I have been graduated from High School for 10 years this month, Jesus Christ am I surprised on how much things have changed. I really didn't picture myself being here then. (Actually I did, but that is besides the point) I am glad to report that I still have hair after all this time, I wonder how many of my peers can still say the same. I'm looking at you jock redneck who used to pick on me who now looks like Mr. Hand from Fast Times.
Living here in Boston has really opened my mind up. I used to hate living in the country. Now I kind of miss it. There was a certain quality that I am missing. Actually I am not. The city is great. It is nice to see the Bruins finally win a cup in my lifetime, even though if they are my second favorite team. I have been to more live Celtics games then I ever went to High School sporting events put together. Of course, school didn't rape me with the prices of beer, but still 3 bucks for a can of Pepsi is still pretty brutal.
I'm pretty pissed off today. I miss having a girlfriend on days like this. I really wish I didn't fuck things up like I did, but oh well. That's life. We all make stupid mistakes, but nothing is ever permanent. Well other than tattoos and herpes, but that's another story.
Reflecting on me being single now has probably made me be a better person come the next time around. I am a little older now. A little wiser.
Well if people wanna see stuff on here let me know. I am going to try to update every few days or so.
In closing, I have been talking to one someone who I went to high school with who I never really talked to at the time. I really wish I spoke with them now. This person has really opened up my eyes to a possible potential that I could be, and I thank them for giving me the courage to start this, and hopefully turn into something that has substance and meaning rather than a stream of consciousness that these first blog posts usually turn out to be.
High school fucking sucked. We all know this. But as we get older, we realize the people that we didn't think about may have been the ones who would have opened the doors to perception for us. I have a feeling that could be true in my case.
Looking back on things, I really wish I didn't fuck around so much, in high school and in college. I should have been better, but oh well. We live and we learn. Here I am now, nearly 29, no kids, no wife or girlfriend, overweight and likely an alcoholic. Just more things I need to bust out from. I am still young, but I will never be the Orson Wells person I wanted to be when I graduated. Filmmaking while near and dear to my heart will likely never pan out. Writing and cooking however may.
Anyway I digress. More to follow. Maybe recipes, maybe stories, who knows. As I say feel free to critique as you see feet. You know how to reach me.
Just remember that we are only here for a finite amount of time. Once we're gone we are nothing more than worm food. Just try to live good life, love you friends and every day will be a blessing. There's nothing else after we die, everything we strive for should be in this life. The sooner mankind realizes that and joins together in peace and harmony, the sooner we can end the conflict that we have as a nation.
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